Should of known

It's 12:04 am and I'm watching another scary movie..........Mirrors.
This is a bad habit before bedtime.

Well all sort of stuff has been in my head today.......... This will come up in future posts. But let's just say it's a lot!

Looks like Tia is gonna go to sleep, so I should move my ass in my room. (She sleeps in the living room) (and also I still gotta take a shower tonight or else it will be a fight in the morning with her LOL!)



Well it's almost 1 now. Shower finished. I just can't sleep in wet hair tho, it will tangle up my extensions.

Just checked my Facebook today, some messages were ignored (that's a first). Kinda pissed. Here I am wanting to make new friends at work, and them the same. But when I make a effort, I just get ignored. Or shunned. LIARS! LOL!

I'm tryna push my limit, meet new people, make new friends, even tho I am very shy at the moment (but if you really get to know me I'm very loud and silly, and actually a lil girly LOL!)

I should of known people from Morley are kinda like this.
MY BAD!

But oh well keep trying, but with different people.
No point of doing that with people in Morley. (no offence)

XOXO

Finally a new year!

Well it's a new year!

I can't believe the year went by so quickly! But I have a new motto. NEW YEAR! NEW ME! (and this time I'm dedicated to that!) New routine, be more focused, etc. I'm excited about it!

And I will be getting my new ride soon! I just have to wait for my dad to get back to me. I'm very excited about that!

I just have to teach myself how to get up early (it's a struggle cuz I love my sleep LOL!)

I'm just so glad elections and Christmas are over (FINALLY!) it was filled with drama and stupidity! BTW congrats grandpa for getting back in! I'm proud you took the high road a chose to ignore all those nasty rumors and gossip your competitors were spreading about you (at least someone took the mature way of handling it!). OMG! You wouldn't believe the stuff they were saying about him, all the lies! they were just trying to make him look bad so he can lose the elections, it was very unprofessional and it just showed how immature their campaign was. But in the end he won fair and square! I'm so proud of him!

And TBH I wouldn't want to vote for someone that spent all the band's money and made the band almost be broke! (Yes the competitor did that 4-5 years ago when he was in term, and he still has no explanation to where the money went.) And you never talked about the issues and what he was willing to do for the whole community to improve, only relied on gossip and lies to win this race. To me that's not a leader. And I'm thinking others started to see that too.

Well the drama is over with and we can all get back to normal! For at least for another 4 years then the drama will start up all over again!

Well this is gonna be a short post! I'll keep you updated!

xoxo    

Happy New Year Everyone!

Projects I Really Want to Do!

Well today is official!

I started the cabbage soup diet. ugh!

By the end of the 7 days Ill be begging for a pizza lol!

The reason why I'm doing this is because I keep hearing about "the cabbage soup diet" and how it can help you lose 10lbs in 1 week. I'm willing to try this out to see if it really works. Besides I'm the kind of person that needs to see it to believe it type.

Today was like any other Sunday. Major cleanup day. (sort of?)
Clean the bed sheets, clean up the room, do the laundry, get ready for the school week coming up, just sort sort of my weekly ritual. But for some reason today I felt like I really needed a beer?

I hate that feeling. But at least I'm getting thru it. Sort of proud of myself for not begging for a beer. Now I just gotta keep to it all the way to friday than it's break time.

Just remember Sky just keep busy, just keep swimming, swimming, swimmin! And keep positive! Always think positive thoughts!

Lately I'm obsessed with organized things, like pictures of organized closets, offices, day planners, etc.

IDK?

It's just I wish I had that type of talent, but I'm slowly trying to gain that skill. It's hard and I gotta use my DIY and creative skills, But it will be worth it!

I will soon be this organized!
This shall all be mines soon!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!

xoxo

Jealousy of Mothers and Life (to me at least?)

I have a new theory about life.

What if a person like me try to live the life of a mom? Without being a mom.

Is that even possible?

Have other people tried it?

All my friends that have kids and people I look up to have kids seem to have a stable life, sadly the kind of life I want but with out kids (do you kind of get it?).

It's just how happy they are, how proud they are, how they know what the next step is (sort of).

If you know what I mean then you get it. But others might have problems understanding.

I'm not say getting pregnant is the answer to happiness. I'm just saying people that experienced that seem to me have a happy stable life.

Ive tried the so called "right" way:

Kane and I dated awhile
We moved in together
We got dogs together

The next step is to get engaged, than married, then kids and so on. But we are not there yet on the list incase you haven't noticed.

IDK?
Maybe it's just the beauty of how these mothers are living there lives?
Inspiration?
Motivation?
Determination? 

IDK?

It's just how there living there lives is inspiring to me (they have to tell me there secrets! lol!)

I have a list of moms in my head that inspire me,
They just keep on going.
Don't stop.
Until what needs to get done gets done.

So this post is to moms that gets shit done to provide a better life for there kids.

They inspire me

I just wish I have what they have, the dream? The inspiration?

IDK

Let's just say I'm sort of jealous of you

I wish I knew what my life should focus on,
But since it's still like this life is throwing me random balls and I don't know what to focus on.

This is a shout out to all hard working mothers.

You have my respect!
<3

xoxo

Slowly starting out but my puppy sat in a bowl!

Well sort of proud of myself today.
Did some homework, going through my day planner, selling some clothes, watching House, and writing this blog all at the same time!

HOLY CRAP!
I'm multitasking!!

*claps for me clap clap**

Slowly starting my road to being a workaholic.

I'm going to start with school work and start piling on stuff little by little.

Next on my list,
Making some kind of poster of peoples methods or thoughts on how to be more busy, only people that inspire me though.
Sometimes I think to myself "What would Jamie do? Or how do you think Jamie will do this?" lately.

Omg 
It's getting late but I'm not tired, all I'm just doing is looking over my puppy's Raquel picture.

SHE'S SO CUTE!!! 

I love it! When she sits in her bowl.
ADORABLE!

Well I should try to crash, got a lot of stuff to-do tomorrow, I'll keep you posted!

xoxo

Try To Figure It Out

Well have you evert felt like you really want to do something and you have your mind is set on something (activity, routine, life, etc) but something is stopping you?

Lately I've been feeling that.

I don't know if it's lack of motivation or something I forgot todo but it's getting to me.
Plus it's been making me moody and grouchy.

I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!


I've been testing out some theories on how to get rid of this feeling. 
Here's my list:

1. Drink beer. Drink Up!!!!!
Maybe getting tipsy, buzzed, drunk, or shit faced will spark up a idea of what 
I was missing. (Or to have 1 of a good time, it really all depends on how you look at the situation)

2. SLEEP!!!!!
Cuz who doesn't love sleep! it restarts you every morning (or night. It don't matter I don't judge) and gives you a feeling of a new day new start kind of thing you kno?



And to be honest that hasn't been working for me.
So maybe to get out of this funk is another theory I've had:

1. WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS!!!!!!
So i can make it into school, instead of waking up at 3pm. (basically wasting my whole day away)

2. TALKING!!!!!!!!
Because lately my boyfriend and I have not been talking about our feelings, thoughts, and saying what we really want to say.
To be honest we've been silent and mad at each other for no reason!! And it's been driving me crazy!!!
We need to set some rules for each other and our relationship so we don't get into the same situation again or IDK? Something like that tho.

3. DON'T GET LAZY!
I don't know how to spell the word but basically when you want to do something but you get lazy and you don't. (You know the feeling) FORCE YOURSELF TO GET UP AND DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!

4. GET BUSY!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to make myself busy, as should you too. 
I'm trying to each time on my day to do something, basically to keep me busy. (Hopefully this will shake off the feeling)

Well yeah those are my so called steps I'll try on myself.
I'll let you know if they really worked.

I'll keep you posted!!!!

xoxo