December something update lol

Christmas is over, I got nothing I wanted, of course everyone gets what they don't want LOL!

Well over here in Morley, Alberta. I went for a drive to the "ghost" let's just say I almost couldn't get out of my drive way, and the roads was bad (like you can barley see them cuz of the blowing snow across it, so you can't see the lines.) I barley made it home, I was basically  in the middle of the road the entire time (my motto, if they see me, they better get out of the way, or go in the ditch cuz I'm not moving! LOL!)

But I made it back home!

I'm selfish, rude. I will do anything to do what I want to do. Just so I'm not bored. I get bored really easily. But when it comes to people I actually care about I really try to make an effort. Sometimes it's hard. But I always try to make it work.

It feels like I gotta redo everything now, since the new year is gonna start. I'm not afraid of that.
I just heard that my best friend is gonna be spending new years in quebec. I hope to see her soon before that, once I'm not scared of driving into the city (she always drove for me anyways) so can you see how scared I am.

I miss you Tish, I wish I can see you. I miss our 3 fun buddies (tish, weis and me). LOL!
OH God!!!!!

It feels like this wind it will blow down my house!!!!!!!!

Oh and last minute update! I'm watching House!!!!!!!
Love that show!!!!!!

Christmas update

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

I know it's been a long time to update, but I will (I got some motivation on that theory).
Single

And got what I wanted for my birthday (14th btw) iphone7.

Lots of food, annoying family members. Believe me I wanted to leave really quick when I got there. TBH at that moment I can only stand my sibs, my mom, and grandparents. But the rest of them, to much talking. I'm more to myself, ATM. 

Well I've always had passion for writing. And I guess "shows" gave me motivation, and ideas in what I wanted to do. "Ideas".


I was so happy when by baby bro and sis got there presents from me, but when I saw my 3 cousins only got 1. It made me feel bad. I mean I didn't know, if I did I would of bought more. But the rez special came up to $500. So I thought priority.


Well I've been thinking.....
Keeping my laptop 24/7
I always have something to say or report.
That's my new  years resolution. REPORT EVERYTHING!

Makes me think I gotta clean everything, room, laptop, cell, all!
I kinda wanna be like House (true story)

April update

Wow I can't believe how long has it been since I last updated! SORRY!!!!!!

Right now I'm having a Pokemon marathon! From 1 to whatever season it takes me!
I got a bf and his name is Andrew. Let's just say I kind of stole hime from my god mom (dad) lol, if you get my drift LOL!

But we love each other, he's actually living with me!

Other than that a lot of things have been happening in my life. I'm done with school in June, than it's SAIT in the fall. I'm still not sure what to go in, there's a lot of pressure cause of the deadline coming up soon. I really wanna update you guy from then and now but it seems like it might be cold coming from me, Well my version anyways. Well lets just say a lot of people from my rez died (and to be honest, one of them i'm not gonna cry over). My fitness routine got fucked up! So I am restarting it this week! My sister has been asking me to boot for her, which I will cause I will charge a fee ( I know some people are against this, but it's gonna happen. Prolong this the curious gets worse! Just saying!) And the rumor is that my bf has  a baby. Yeah a lot has happened.

Well here's my update! I'll see you soon!!!!!



xoxo

Sky Scream

New additions to my pack!

Well still trying to make a change even through the new years.

Well since the last update, I've took in 2 dogs. Not at the same time.

I took in Lacus (that's what I named her) I found her by my school. From what I saw before her previous owner dropped her off on the highway (looks like he was letting her go pee) but he quickly hopped in his jeep and sped away. At first I went back into my school cause my break was over and I thought she was going to be okay. Then I went to lunch. When I came back She ran to me, she just wanted to be with me. She wouldn't let anyone else come near her except me. So I had to take her home, I wanted to take her home. It was a fight with my great aunt it keep her (since I already had 4 dogs already) But I wouldn't take no for an answer! I Won at the end! And She has been a wonderful addition to my pack LOL! She was with me since September.


And Hilary 2nd (or Hilary for short)
I just got her last week. She's such a young puppy. and a weenier dog! (hot dog puppy!)  (one of my dream dogs fyi!) Well at first I knew I had a lot of dogs. I wasn't looking to take in another one. But when my mom said her friend has weenier puppies up for grabs. My mom reserved one. So when we went to go pick him up, Fudz gave us 2 puppies, 1 was the only one left and left alone. So of course I couldn't say no. I'm not that type of person to abandon a animal in need.. So of course I took her in. I named her Hilary! She is so cute and tiny!!!!!

I have a lot of dogs. But I love all of them!

People judge me for having a lot of dogs, especially my family.
That make fun of me, be mean to me and such, But I'm not like them. I really love animals! Of all species, I cannot be mean to them, I don't believe in that. I always get upset with my family when they are cruel or mean to there pets. I always get upset so that's why I try to leave or else I will start a fight.

That's why I'm different from my family, probably why they treat me different.

Sux for me

No one will ever change my beliefs or principles, even thought my dad is a hunter (and he does it for fun, which makes me sad)

Maybe it's an opposite thing?

My dad Shane loves hunting things, killing things, mounting them.
But me I hate it all. I get so upset with all of that stuff. HEY I SUPPORT PETA! I hate hunting in general.

See opposite!
Maybe that's his karma LOL!

That would be a funny joke if it was lol!

Well I'll update tomorrow!

nite!

xoxo

SkyScream

Should of known

It's 12:04 am and I'm watching another scary movie..........Mirrors.
This is a bad habit before bedtime.

Well all sort of stuff has been in my head today.......... This will come up in future posts. But let's just say it's a lot!

Looks like Tia is gonna go to sleep, so I should move my ass in my room. (She sleeps in the living room) (and also I still gotta take a shower tonight or else it will be a fight in the morning with her LOL!)



Well it's almost 1 now. Shower finished. I just can't sleep in wet hair tho, it will tangle up my extensions.

Just checked my Facebook today, some messages were ignored (that's a first). Kinda pissed. Here I am wanting to make new friends at work, and them the same. But when I make a effort, I just get ignored. Or shunned. LIARS! LOL!

I'm tryna push my limit, meet new people, make new friends, even tho I am very shy at the moment (but if you really get to know me I'm very loud and silly, and actually a lil girly LOL!)

I should of known people from Morley are kinda like this.
MY BAD!

But oh well keep trying, but with different people.
No point of doing that with people in Morley. (no offence)

XOXO

Update August

Hey you! 

Wow! It's been so long since I blogged, I promise to keep you up to date from now on!

Well, Ive gotten extensions put in my hair............and I LOVE THEM!!!!!
I joined World Health gym, and I got a personal trainer! It's the best! I mean the amount of money I spend a month is actually worth it!

But this summer I've been in this youth program (It's suppose to put you in different jobs to gain work experience. But it's SHIT! They really need to hire some people to run this program because the people doing it now have no clue what there doing!) But an easy way to earn cash I guess?

Oh yeah! 
And my cousin Tia came to live with me and my great aunt.
I'm not gonna complain she has been a big help! She cleans and cooks, and keeps my grandmother (great aunt) happy. And it's nice to have some one young like I am around the house.
Gotta give props to my cousin Tia for making my life less stressful!

But lately I've had no cash on me because bills built up over the summer. OMG this is the first that ever happened! I now understand why people say I wish I was a kid again! Same here!!!

I still want things, I want to improve in my life, I got one done (working out 4 times a week). But (yeah i gotta admit when I'm bored I drink) cut down and do something that will keep me busy. BUT HEY! At least I'm making baby steps to improve my life! It's hard I gotta admit! I have low self discipline ( and YES I hate myself for that!) But baby steps you know, baby steps.

I'm not saying I have a problem, it;s just i'm ADHD and I gotta have something todo to keep me busy. And believe me, on the rez you can get extremely BORED!!!!!!! So yeah, I'm trying to come up with other options for me to do. It's been hard. But at least I haven't given up!

Anyways at the moment it's 1:58 am and I'm watching Jeepers Creepers 2. And I'm kinda getting creeped out LOL!

But anyways my upcoming posts will be more me............if you catch my drift! With pics and shit I mean LOL! 

Anyways I'll keep you posted!!!! PROMISE!!!!!!!

XOXO

Thank you Jamie

Here's my babies saying HELLO!!!!!!!

From Audrey to Hannah and Raquel!!!!!!




Anyways lately I've been thinking about what kind of life I want to have……
And to be honest I would want my friend Jamie's life.
She's married to someone she loves, she has 3 beautiful kids and she has a job that she loves and keeps doing!

I would kill for a life like that!!!!!!! Actually I'm trying to get my life like that.

She tells me she's been to the hospital for over working herself………..Well hell can i switch with you to see how that feels! (because someone like me will never feel that)
But seriously I wish I can have what you have or the experience.
I'm tryna make myself a workaholic but its slowly coming.

IDK most people will think it's unhealthy to think like this but if you know me, and how I grew up then this is a fucking improvement!!!!!!


All I'm saying is I want to get married to someone I love, have kids and get paid to do the things I love/like. Is that to much to ask for?



I guess you can say the life I want is my friend Jamie's, the experiences, the security, the truth and honest living.
IDK how I can explain it more……….  but just the motivation in everything in life, family, love home, work. I want that!!!!!!!

Let's just say Jamie has been 1 of my idols growing up (mother, best friend) and through all the ups and downs it seems like she prepared me for that (I'm ready for it).

I'm ready to make my life how I want it to be, and it's all thanks to her.



xoxoxo  

Obsessed!!!!!!

Well lately I've been obsessed with a certain blog.
IDK secretly I'm a organized freak, but i never really show it! ………Maybe because it's cause of my OCD?
Well whatever! It has given me great ideas on how to organize things, in my home and in my life.
IDK but the blog is very addictive.
its called a bowl full of lemons

check it out
a bowl full of lemons

IDK but I can't get enough of it's useful tips and ideas!!!!!

See!!!!! this is absolutely amazing!!!!!

I'm going to do some of these projects on my own, I'll keep you posted on how I am doing. Because I have a feeling that this is going to be sometime.

xoxo

Hair Stuffz

Ok so I think I'm going to make a journal on different hair products.
Well I'm trying to grow out my hair (and my hair sadly breaks at a certain point.
I wish I had my old hair back!!!!!!!!

Yeah! I was pretty and cute back then! LOL!

But I've decided to test the shampoo and conditioners that promise results!
I'll record the type of shampoo and conditioner, when i started it and when it ended, and the result from the product. Basically if it worked or if it is a sham!
There has got to be some miracle to let us help our hair grow! I hope I find it!!!! Wish me luck!!!! I'll keep you updated!!!!


xoxo

Sky Scream

Try To Figure It Out

Well have you evert felt like you really want to do something and you have your mind is set on something (activity, routine, life, etc) but something is stopping you?

Lately I've been feeling that.

I don't know if it's lack of motivation or something I forgot todo but it's getting to me.
Plus it's been making me moody and grouchy.

I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!


I've been testing out some theories on how to get rid of this feeling. 
Here's my list:

1. Drink beer. Drink Up!!!!!
Maybe getting tipsy, buzzed, drunk, or shit faced will spark up a idea of what 
I was missing. (Or to have 1 of a good time, it really all depends on how you look at the situation)

2. SLEEP!!!!!
Cuz who doesn't love sleep! it restarts you every morning (or night. It don't matter I don't judge) and gives you a feeling of a new day new start kind of thing you kno?



And to be honest that hasn't been working for me.
So maybe to get out of this funk is another theory I've had:

1. WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS!!!!!!
So i can make it into school, instead of waking up at 3pm. (basically wasting my whole day away)

2. TALKING!!!!!!!!
Because lately my boyfriend and I have not been talking about our feelings, thoughts, and saying what we really want to say.
To be honest we've been silent and mad at each other for no reason!! And it's been driving me crazy!!!
We need to set some rules for each other and our relationship so we don't get into the same situation again or IDK? Something like that tho.

3. DON'T GET LAZY!
I don't know how to spell the word but basically when you want to do something but you get lazy and you don't. (You know the feeling) FORCE YOURSELF TO GET UP AND DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!

4. GET BUSY!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to make myself busy, as should you too. 
I'm trying to each time on my day to do something, basically to keep me busy. (Hopefully this will shake off the feeling)

Well yeah those are my so called steps I'll try on myself.
I'll let you know if they really worked.

I'll keep you posted!!!!

xoxo 

Motto

Is this your motto?
this is mine! (tryna be)
Don't you agree?
lol!

xoxo

Happy life but still stress!

Well my life has been busy, school full time while raising 5 puppies at the same time, it's stressful. But I wouldn't give up on them, each one has there own unique personality of there own.
To be honest I'd rather have puppies than children right now, at my point in my life I'm not ready for that yet, basically it's sort of like training you can say (in a way?).

The work is hard, but what would you do?
If you guys have any advice on raising puppies then let me know!

Wish me luck!!!!

xoxo

Dog Training Goal

Well I'm just amazed!
Some people just really know how to train there dogs! I'm just a beginner myself but I need to know how to be better at training my puppies.
This dog is just amazing! His name is Jumpy the dog! I give props to the trainer Omar von Muller. I am so jealous of you!!!!!




This is gonna be my goal dog! (yeah I know that sounds stupid)
I'm gonna try to teach my dogs the same things (or at least close enough), it's gonna be hard but I believe in my little puppies.

So if anyone has any tips on how to train dogs then let me know! Cuz I can use all the help I can get!


WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!

New puppy Audrey!

Well i got a new puppy, for a month. She's a mutt but to be honest I'm in love with her!

She makes me so happy and she always puts a smile to my face every morning!
Her name is Audrey ( after my one of my idols Audrey Kitching), and she is a rescue puppy. Meaning: she was found (too young to be without there mother) on the road, dirty, lost and scared. my boyfriend's brother found her and gave her to me. She was thin and scared for the couple of days but now she warmed up to us, since she's been with us for so long she's part of our family now.

ill keep you updated on how she's doing! She always makes me laugh all the time. Before she was scared to interact with people, now she (looks like she's smiling or laughing at us) plays with everyone.

I love her!

Pink Home Coming Soon!!!!!!!

Ok for some of us it is impossible to redo our home with the kind of budget were on! (Were all normal people so sometimes we don't have alot of money to blow it on redoing our house!)
So my mission is to redo my whole house that will stick to my budget!!!!!!!!!!
I have ideas in my head to make it a girly house! But then again I do have a boyfriend and I don't want him to get embarrassed every time he brings his friends over for game night so I guess I have to dial it down.
But hopefully it will look some what like this I hope!

You get the idea!
This would be my dream house!!!!!!

I'll be posting pictures soon of the before and afters!
And I'll tell you how I did it and how much it costed!!!!!
I'll keep you guys posted!!!!!



xoxo
Sky Scream

Drunk boyfriends

Drunk boyfriends are annoying and they cost most fights, let me give you a tip! When they leave the room get as drunk as they are then pass out!!!!!
Pick your poison! There's are just some of my favourites! ;)

New The Sims Game

For all you Sim Lovers!

News has just broke out that there will be a Sims 4 game coming out soon!
The Sims 4 will be released in 2014 and is said to be more better than the last versions.

But I have to say it's a waste for most of us who by the new versions every year!

First it was The Sims, then came The Sims 2, Then The Sims 3 now, The Sims 4?!?! What next!?
Sure the game is fun but quit changing it! It's starting to get annoying when you have to have to sign up for the new websites everytime!

While that's my rant for the day! If you think i'm wrong or right then hit me up!

xoxo
Sky Scream

Please do not parent like this!!!

Ok so I know I have no right to talk about parenting (because I have none myself) but my views today can not be contained!
Children today need to know discipline, from right to wrong.
So if your kids think its ok to run around naked and to throw there shit anywhere, then my friend you have done something wrong!!!
These are actual pics of how the kids (in this household *will not be named*) treat there bathroom! Disgusting rite? Please when or if you have children, teach them discipline!
Yep and it's all poop!

Things to do with your boyfriend!

OK so you just moved in with your boyfriend for the first time. Now your thinking what now?

Here's a list on what you can do with your boyfriend so that he doesn't get bored.

You might worry that how you live will bore him, its every girl's worry.

1. Invest in a game unit! (Xbox, ps3, Wii  Cause guys love playing games. Get his favorite games or something you both can enjoy!

2. Have a game or movie night! He can invite his friends or just you two. Make sure to get pizza or Chinese food (or what ever you guys like) munchies! pop or beer! 

(p.s. If you invite his friend you will score extra points with him! And double extra points with his friends because they will be thinking you are the best girlfriend to set this up for him, and they will most likely tell there own girlfriends "why don't you do that for me?" It WORKS! trust me I've done it!)

3. Make wish lists. Like what you 2 want to get in the future, or what you guys want to do together. A short term or a long term wish list. And you guys can even make up stuff on the way! It doesn't have to be real if you guys want it too!

4. Ask what he likes to eat so you can get a head start on grocery shopping.

5. Workout together.

6. Have a movie marathon.

7. Have a game marathon if he is into that! (example: if he likes Halo, then get all the halo games you can find and play it in order. It's also interesting to see the story line!)

8. Cook together! But have fun while doing it!

9. Take funny pictures together! 

10. Sex! lol Something you both will enjoy!

Ill be adding another list soon! Watch out for it!

xoxo 
Sky Scream <3

Future plans

Ok well me and my boyfriend live together, plus we own a house together. This summer we want to renovate everything! I have big plans for this house while all he cares about "if he can still get Xbox live on it!"
Men!
Lol
I know I'm young to have a house with my boyfriend.
But it's our decision, no one else is! Were happy!