April update

Wow I can't believe how long has it been since I last updated! SORRY!!!!!!

Right now I'm having a Pokemon marathon! From 1 to whatever season it takes me!
I got a bf and his name is Andrew. Let's just say I kind of stole hime from my god mom (dad) lol, if you get my drift LOL!

But we love each other, he's actually living with me!

Other than that a lot of things have been happening in my life. I'm done with school in June, than it's SAIT in the fall. I'm still not sure what to go in, there's a lot of pressure cause of the deadline coming up soon. I really wanna update you guy from then and now but it seems like it might be cold coming from me, Well my version anyways. Well lets just say a lot of people from my rez died (and to be honest, one of them i'm not gonna cry over). My fitness routine got fucked up! So I am restarting it this week! My sister has been asking me to boot for her, which I will cause I will charge a fee ( I know some people are against this, but it's gonna happen. Prolong this the curious gets worse! Just saying!) And the rumor is that my bf has  a baby. Yeah a lot has happened.

Well here's my update! I'll see you soon!!!!!



xoxo

Sky Scream

Boring life at the moment

Hey guys!
It's been awhile since I blogged, but ALOT has happened!

OMG!!

Well my house is being re-done by Red Cross (since last years flood kinda wrecked our house)

Me and my grandma are staying at the Wesley trailers.

It's different…………………………………….3 meals a day, housekeeping once a week…………but the constant visitors u need to keep track and such. TBH it's kinds like i'm in rehab!!!!!!
Believe me I know the feeling!(it's a long story lol!)

I mean I want my boyfriend to sleep over some nights, but it seems like there is a strict rule about that not happening. This place is suppose to give us a home, make it feel like home……………if I can't do that then it dosent feel like home, u kno?

I can't even drink here!!!!!!!!!
But you know what!?
I sneak my beers in LOL!!!!

Well next step……………..sneak boyfriend in or I will throw a fit!!!!!LOL (But really I will do that)

RED CROSS should get there shit done quickly! I wanna go HOME!!!!!

The trailers feel so small (is so small, since I have so much clothes!)

Well whatever, Ill tell you more tomorrow. I'm just kinda tired right now!

Goodnite!

xoxo

Life With Anime/My Top 4 Picks!

Lately I've been watching my favourite anime Fruits Basket.
I wish they did season 2, but nobody knows?

I've missed watching anime!

I use to have quite a collection but I got stupid and sold it. I'm gonna try to rebuild me collection again.

I noticed I'm picky about my anime, I just won't like any one, just some that will interest me.

Fruits Basket makes me smile and it's sort of inspiring to the kind of girl I want to be. Like Tohru is always busy with work, school, friends. She always does the house work and cooks. But she keeps trying hard at everything even though life throws her curve balls. She doesn't give up.

Here's a list of my favourite anime's I will never get tired of:

FRUITS BASKET

INUYASHA

GUNSLINGER GIRL

GUNDAM SEED DESTINY

These are my top 4!

I noticed that all of my anime I like all have love drama! (except for gunslinger girl) It always gets me riled up!

Well time to go back to working on my day planner and homework while watching my anime.

xoxo

Wow, I didn't know I can get annoyed, I think?

Well just finished sorting out my files, let's just say my office is half way completed.

But still a lot of work to-do (as part of my new routine.)

Today I figured out one of my pet peeves.

While we were at school (and the school is closed for spring break) I noticed I was the only one that was working on my assignments, while Kane was just on the computer just wasting time and not doing any work for 5 hours! (and believe me we are way behind on our work since our tests are in June)

BUT IT DROVE ME CRAZY!!!!!
And of course I didn't say anything……. Like always…..

I can see it now, when the teacher tells him the deadline is coming up, he will panic and worry, he will start to blame me for how I let happen to let him get way behind, he will give up, and have to restart his classes all over again.

Well I shouldn't worry about that yet. It's still to early.

Now time to make some dinner, do some homework, go through my day planner, organize my purse, my school bag, my bedroom and the list goes on. All by watching a House marathon all at the same time.

What can I say!

I LOVE that show!!!

xoxo

Another Day Same Rant

Well today was okay.
But I think I'm going against my budget plan…….. sadly……… because of my habit.
Well whatever it's saturday, sue me.

Got into a fight with Kane in the middle of walmart because of it. But how I saw it, it wasn't fair. This was gonna be my last hurrah day than next week I'll be serious about this whole cutting back thing. (Yeah I know how that sounds but in my case he still has his birthday weed from thursday)

Well whatever I stood my ground in walmart (in the magazine section) and he ditches me to go find my grandma than comes back to me and says to me to go see her, she than gives me the money and says to quit getting mad. I wasn't getting mad. I was just tryna prove my point!

Well whatever I got what I want (except for the label maker I wanted) and Kane got his stupid Dark Souls 2 game.

But you know what bothers me?

Not the fact he said no to buying my beer (since I lost my ID a week ago)

But the fact I do everything for him and he doesn't notice it!

I buy his weed for him, I buy the groceries, I buy the insurance for the car, I buy the gas, I buy his games for him, I pay the bills, I clean, I cook for him.

How is that fair!

And yet all he does is play games and take off with his no life friends and gives me no help. Especially since he wrecked my car. (Which added to the pile of things to do/pay off)

It always feels like I need to clean up his messes (sadly)

But I have to keep trying, my luck will come up soon.

I love Kane, I love his personality and the way he is. He just acts the way he does because of his messed up mom (I think she messed them up on how to be messed up life)

It will get better soon, it has too.

xoxo
Sky Scream

Morning and life shit!

Ok well today has been confusing?
I did everything that was suppose to be done and yet I'm still confused?
Me and Kane
- woke up
- talked to each other
- had our tea
-got ready for the day
- kissed him "good luck on his day" Than he left for work.
And I did my errands for the day.
Isn't life suppose to be like this? (like in the movies and stuffs?)
Why do I feel like something is missing?

I shouldn't be talking. I'm trying to get my life straight as it is. But inside me it always feels like i'm missing something (and i don't know what at the moment).

Well the only way to figure that out is to tell you about my days till i figure it out!!!!!!!

Well today I had to be in Calgary by 11am.
I slept on the ride and I was a lil bit hungover from the night before.
AND IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME, YOU KNOW I WON'T DO SHIT TILL 11 OR 11:30! 
I DON'T DO SHIT BEFORE 10!!!!!!!!!!!
(I MEAN DRINKING! YOU PERVERTS! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I WAS TALKING ABOUT?!?!) 

Yeah I admit I have a drinking problem, But I'll start on my new routine next week! (only drink on weekends!)

This new plan can help so much! (Hopefully)


Yeah, yeah I made this promise to myself before………
But this time I plan to stick to it,
I wanna have a better life than this and this is the only way.
And also I promised my Kane
Sometimes I just want to give up but than I remember he has my back and he is always on my side.
Looks like I have to get use to the feeling.

Since I was homeless and a street kid when I was a teenager.
But times do change, everything changes for everyone.
I just gotta learn to accept it.

xoxo
till next time!

Sky Scream

Try To Figure It Out

Well have you evert felt like you really want to do something and you have your mind is set on something (activity, routine, life, etc) but something is stopping you?

Lately I've been feeling that.

I don't know if it's lack of motivation or something I forgot todo but it's getting to me.
Plus it's been making me moody and grouchy.

I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!


I've been testing out some theories on how to get rid of this feeling. 
Here's my list:

1. Drink beer. Drink Up!!!!!
Maybe getting tipsy, buzzed, drunk, or shit faced will spark up a idea of what 
I was missing. (Or to have 1 of a good time, it really all depends on how you look at the situation)

2. SLEEP!!!!!
Cuz who doesn't love sleep! it restarts you every morning (or night. It don't matter I don't judge) and gives you a feeling of a new day new start kind of thing you kno?



And to be honest that hasn't been working for me.
So maybe to get out of this funk is another theory I've had:

1. WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS!!!!!!
So i can make it into school, instead of waking up at 3pm. (basically wasting my whole day away)

2. TALKING!!!!!!!!
Because lately my boyfriend and I have not been talking about our feelings, thoughts, and saying what we really want to say.
To be honest we've been silent and mad at each other for no reason!! And it's been driving me crazy!!!
We need to set some rules for each other and our relationship so we don't get into the same situation again or IDK? Something like that tho.

3. DON'T GET LAZY!
I don't know how to spell the word but basically when you want to do something but you get lazy and you don't. (You know the feeling) FORCE YOURSELF TO GET UP AND DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!

4. GET BUSY!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to make myself busy, as should you too. 
I'm trying to each time on my day to do something, basically to keep me busy. (Hopefully this will shake off the feeling)

Well yeah those are my so called steps I'll try on myself.
I'll let you know if they really worked.

I'll keep you posted!!!!

xoxo 

New puppy Audrey!

Well i got a new puppy, for a month. She's a mutt but to be honest I'm in love with her!

She makes me so happy and she always puts a smile to my face every morning!
Her name is Audrey ( after my one of my idols Audrey Kitching), and she is a rescue puppy. Meaning: she was found (too young to be without there mother) on the road, dirty, lost and scared. my boyfriend's brother found her and gave her to me. She was thin and scared for the couple of days but now she warmed up to us, since she's been with us for so long she's part of our family now.

ill keep you updated on how she's doing! She always makes me laugh all the time. Before she was scared to interact with people, now she (looks like she's smiling or laughing at us) plays with everyone.

I love her!

Drunk boyfriends

Drunk boyfriends are annoying and they cost most fights, let me give you a tip! When they leave the room get as drunk as they are then pass out!!!!!
Pick your poison! There's are just some of my favourites! ;)

Things to do with your boyfriend!

OK so you just moved in with your boyfriend for the first time. Now your thinking what now?

Here's a list on what you can do with your boyfriend so that he doesn't get bored.

You might worry that how you live will bore him, its every girl's worry.

1. Invest in a game unit! (Xbox, ps3, Wii  Cause guys love playing games. Get his favorite games or something you both can enjoy!

2. Have a game or movie night! He can invite his friends or just you two. Make sure to get pizza or Chinese food (or what ever you guys like) munchies! pop or beer! 

(p.s. If you invite his friend you will score extra points with him! And double extra points with his friends because they will be thinking you are the best girlfriend to set this up for him, and they will most likely tell there own girlfriends "why don't you do that for me?" It WORKS! trust me I've done it!)

3. Make wish lists. Like what you 2 want to get in the future, or what you guys want to do together. A short term or a long term wish list. And you guys can even make up stuff on the way! It doesn't have to be real if you guys want it too!

4. Ask what he likes to eat so you can get a head start on grocery shopping.

5. Workout together.

6. Have a movie marathon.

7. Have a game marathon if he is into that! (example: if he likes Halo, then get all the halo games you can find and play it in order. It's also interesting to see the story line!)

8. Cook together! But have fun while doing it!

9. Take funny pictures together! 

10. Sex! lol Something you both will enjoy!

Ill be adding another list soon! Watch out for it!

xoxo 
Sky Scream <3

Future plans

Ok well me and my boyfriend live together, plus we own a house together. This summer we want to renovate everything! I have big plans for this house while all he cares about "if he can still get Xbox live on it!"
Men!
Lol
I know I'm young to have a house with my boyfriend.
But it's our decision, no one else is! Were happy!