Well it's been this long since i've been back.
2 years I think?
LOL whatever, at least I'm back.
Ive changed a lot, I'll admit I was a hard drinker (like everyday hardcore), and I was to smoke everyday (more like to every 45 mins a day). But I cut down a huge amount in October. And now everyone is so surprised I made these so "hardcore" decisions. It wasn't hard for me to do all that. I was never really addicted. Smoking or liquor. I just had a unhealthy habit, dealing with problems or emotions like this.
But now i was down, finished, it all bore me. I quit within the first week. I was really bored.
Now strangely, I developed a online shopping addiction, lol (well better than before lol!)
Bet those who know me, asked me, how I kicked it.
Well all I can say......... I was never addicted. I know myself, I was just bored. I even quit cigarettes, it wasn't hard. Like I said, I was bored.
Thats one of the things I hate about me, and love.
Normal people will have some sort of addiction, that will cause them trouble.
I'm not, I just get very bored. I'm not weak-minded. I sort of wished i was.
I'm saying this, cause my family is going thru this problem. I wish i can lend them my strength, mentally.
Well thanks for hearing my rant for tonight.
Sky
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Sunday, December 16, 2018
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Slowly starting out but my puppy sat in a bowl!
Well sort of proud of myself today.
Did some homework, going through my day planner, selling some clothes, watching House, and writing this blog all at the same time!
HOLY CRAP!
I'm multitasking!!
*claps for me clap clap**
Slowly starting my road to being a workaholic.
I'm going to start with school work and start piling on stuff little by little.
Next on my list,
Making some kind of poster of peoples methods or thoughts on how to be more busy, only people that inspire me though.
Sometimes I think to myself "What would Jamie do? Or how do you think Jamie will do this?" lately.
Omg
It's getting late but I'm not tired, all I'm just doing is looking over my puppy's Raquel picture.
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!
I love it! When she sits in her bowl.
ADORABLE!
Well I should try to crash, got a lot of stuff to-do tomorrow, I'll keep you posted!
xoxo
Did some homework, going through my day planner, selling some clothes, watching House, and writing this blog all at the same time!
HOLY CRAP!
I'm multitasking!!
*claps for me clap clap**
Slowly starting my road to being a workaholic.
I'm going to start with school work and start piling on stuff little by little.
Next on my list,
Making some kind of poster of peoples methods or thoughts on how to be more busy, only people that inspire me though.
Sometimes I think to myself "What would Jamie do? Or how do you think Jamie will do this?" lately.
Omg
It's getting late but I'm not tired, all I'm just doing is looking over my puppy's Raquel picture.
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!
ADORABLE!
Well I should try to crash, got a lot of stuff to-do tomorrow, I'll keep you posted!
xoxo
Friday, March 7, 2014
Morning and life shit!
Ok well today has been confusing?
I did everything that was suppose to be done and yet I'm still confused?
Me and Kane
- woke up
- talked to each other
- had our tea
-got ready for the day
- kissed him "good luck on his day" Than he left for work.
And I did my errands for the day.
Isn't life suppose to be like this? (like in the movies and stuffs?)
Why do I feel like something is missing?
I shouldn't be talking. I'm trying to get my life straight as it is. But inside me it always feels like i'm missing something (and i don't know what at the moment).
Well the only way to figure that out is to tell you about my days till i figure it out!!!!!!!
Well today I had to be in Calgary by 11am.
I slept on the ride and I was a lil bit hungover from the night before.
AND IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME, YOU KNOW I WON'T DO SHIT TILL 11 OR 11:30!
I DON'T DO SHIT BEFORE 10!!!!!!!!!!!
(I MEAN DRINKING! YOU PERVERTS! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I WAS TALKING ABOUT?!?!)
Yeah I admit I have a drinking problem, But I'll start on my new routine next week! (only drink on weekends!)
This new plan can help so much! (Hopefully)
Yeah, yeah I made this promise to myself before………
But this time I plan to stick to it,
I wanna have a better life than this and this is the only way.
And also I promised my Kane
Sometimes I just want to give up but than I remember he has my back and he is always on my side.
Looks like I have to get use to the feeling.
Since I was homeless and a street kid when I was a teenager.
But times do change, everything changes for everyone.
I just gotta learn to accept it.
xoxo
till next time!
Sky Scream
I did everything that was suppose to be done and yet I'm still confused?
Me and Kane
- woke up
- talked to each other
- had our tea
-got ready for the day
- kissed him "good luck on his day" Than he left for work.
And I did my errands for the day.
Isn't life suppose to be like this? (like in the movies and stuffs?)
Why do I feel like something is missing?
I shouldn't be talking. I'm trying to get my life straight as it is. But inside me it always feels like i'm missing something (and i don't know what at the moment).
Well the only way to figure that out is to tell you about my days till i figure it out!!!!!!!
Well today I had to be in Calgary by 11am.
I slept on the ride and I was a lil bit hungover from the night before.
AND IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME, YOU KNOW I WON'T DO SHIT TILL 11 OR 11:30!
I DON'T DO SHIT BEFORE 10!!!!!!!!!!!
(I MEAN DRINKING! YOU PERVERTS! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I WAS TALKING ABOUT?!?!)
Yeah I admit I have a drinking problem, But I'll start on my new routine next week! (only drink on weekends!)
This new plan can help so much! (Hopefully)
Yeah, yeah I made this promise to myself before………
But this time I plan to stick to it,
I wanna have a better life than this and this is the only way.
And also I promised my Kane
Sometimes I just want to give up but than I remember he has my back and he is always on my side.
Looks like I have to get use to the feeling.
Since I was homeless and a street kid when I was a teenager.
But times do change, everything changes for everyone.
I just gotta learn to accept it.
xoxo
till next time!
Sky Scream
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Monday, June 10, 2013
Pink Home Coming Soon!!!!!!!
Ok for some of us it is impossible to redo our home with the kind of budget were on! (Were all normal people so sometimes we don't have alot of money to blow it on redoing our house!)
So my mission is to redo my whole house that will stick to my budget!!!!!!!!!!
I have ideas in my head to make it a girly house! But then again I do have a boyfriend and I don't want him to get embarrassed every time he brings his friends over for game night so I guess I have to dial it down.
But hopefully it will look some what like this I hope!
You get the idea!
This would be my dream house!!!!!!
I'll be posting pictures soon of the before and afters!
And I'll tell you how I did it and how much it costed!!!!!
I'll keep you guys posted!!!!!
xoxo
Sky Scream
So my mission is to redo my whole house that will stick to my budget!!!!!!!!!!
I have ideas in my head to make it a girly house! But then again I do have a boyfriend and I don't want him to get embarrassed every time he brings his friends over for game night so I guess I have to dial it down.
But hopefully it will look some what like this I hope!
You get the idea!
This would be my dream house!!!!!!
I'll be posting pictures soon of the before and afters!
And I'll tell you how I did it and how much it costed!!!!!
I'll keep you guys posted!!!!!
xoxo
Sky Scream
Monday, March 11, 2013
How to color your hair into pastel colors!
Hey there! I'm Sky Scream!
This is my official blog!
Well most people ask me how do i get my hair in pastel colors since my hair is black. Well I'll show step by step on how I do it at home!
Most people ask me how I get my hair in such light colors without paying so much at a salon.
Well first things first!
Get two bleach boxes! I usually get one extra bleach and one normal bleach. Or you can get two of the same ones, it will work the same way.
And now you put the first bleach on all over your head. Don't worry if you missed a couple spots or its not even when its lightening, that's what the second box is for! Leave on your head for a good hour! Then wash it out, but DO NOT put on the color conditioner yet!
Don't freak out if its a orange-y color.
Second put the second bleach on your head, you don't have to dry your hair before you put on the second bleach, it's better if its wet.
Put the second bleach on your head (This should cover up whats been left over) then wait 45-60 mins.
After you wash out all the bleach off you still don't put on the color conditioner.
Choose your color on what you want!
I usually choose Manic Panic's cotton candy pink!
Leave on your hair for 30 mins!
While your washing your hair out NOW you can put on the color conditioner provided in the bleach boxes!
But don't shampoo your hair or it can fade easily!
I suggest you wash your hair every other day if you can. and do touch ups every two weeks.
When your roots come in, just repeat the process up top to get rid of them.
Yes I know it can damage your hair but if you invest in a good color shampoo and conditioner you will just be just fine!
I've been doing this since i was 16, and my hair is straight black and it's completely fine!
If you have any other questions just let me know! :)
Happy bleaching! :)
Sky Scream <3
This is my official blog!
Well most people ask me how do i get my hair in pastel colors since my hair is black. Well I'll show step by step on how I do it at home!
Most people ask me how I get my hair in such light colors without paying so much at a salon.
Well first things first!
Get two bleach boxes! I usually get one extra bleach and one normal bleach. Or you can get two of the same ones, it will work the same way.
And now you put the first bleach on all over your head. Don't worry if you missed a couple spots or its not even when its lightening, that's what the second box is for! Leave on your head for a good hour! Then wash it out, but DO NOT put on the color conditioner yet!
Don't freak out if its a orange-y color.
Second put the second bleach on your head, you don't have to dry your hair before you put on the second bleach, it's better if its wet.
Put the second bleach on your head (This should cover up whats been left over) then wait 45-60 mins.
After you wash out all the bleach off you still don't put on the color conditioner.
Choose your color on what you want!
I usually choose Manic Panic's cotton candy pink!
While your washing your hair out NOW you can put on the color conditioner provided in the bleach boxes!
But don't shampoo your hair or it can fade easily!
I suggest you wash your hair every other day if you can. and do touch ups every two weeks.
When your roots come in, just repeat the process up top to get rid of them.
Yes I know it can damage your hair but if you invest in a good color shampoo and conditioner you will just be just fine!
I've been doing this since i was 16, and my hair is straight black and it's completely fine!
If you have any other questions just let me know! :)
Happy bleaching! :)
Sky Scream <3
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