Well it's been this long since i've been back.
2 years I think?
LOL whatever, at least I'm back.
Ive changed a lot, I'll admit I was a hard drinker (like everyday hardcore), and I was to smoke everyday (more like to every 45 mins a day). But I cut down a huge amount in October. And now everyone is so surprised I made these so "hardcore" decisions. It wasn't hard for me to do all that. I was never really addicted. Smoking or liquor. I just had a unhealthy habit, dealing with problems or emotions like this.
But now i was down, finished, it all bore me. I quit within the first week. I was really bored.
Now strangely, I developed a online shopping addiction, lol (well better than before lol!)
Bet those who know me, asked me, how I kicked it.
Well all I can say......... I was never addicted. I know myself, I was just bored. I even quit cigarettes, it wasn't hard. Like I said, I was bored.
Thats one of the things I hate about me, and love.
Normal people will have some sort of addiction, that will cause them trouble.
I'm not, I just get very bored. I'm not weak-minded. I sort of wished i was.
I'm saying this, cause my family is going thru this problem. I wish i can lend them my strength, mentally.
Well thanks for hearing my rant for tonight.
Sky
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Sunday, December 16, 2018
Monday, December 26, 2016
December something update lol
Christmas is over, I got nothing I wanted, of course everyone gets what they don't want LOL!
Well over here in Morley, Alberta. I went for a drive to the "ghost" let's just say I almost couldn't get out of my drive way, and the roads was bad (like you can barley see them cuz of the blowing snow across it, so you can't see the lines.) I barley made it home, I was basically in the middle of the road the entire time (my motto, if they see me, they better get out of the way, or go in the ditch cuz I'm not moving! LOL!)
But I made it back home!
I'm selfish, rude. I will do anything to do what I want to do. Just so I'm not bored. I get bored really easily. But when it comes to people I actually care about I really try to make an effort. Sometimes it's hard. But I always try to make it work.
It feels like I gotta redo everything now, since the new year is gonna start. I'm not afraid of that.
I just heard that my best friend is gonna be spending new years in quebec. I hope to see her soon before that, once I'm not scared of driving into the city (she always drove for me anyways) so can you see how scared I am.
I miss you Tish, I wish I can see you. I miss our 3 fun buddies (tish, weis and me). LOL!
OH God!!!!!
It feels like this wind it will blow down my house!!!!!!!!
Oh and last minute update! I'm watching House!!!!!!!
Love that show!!!!!!
Well over here in Morley, Alberta. I went for a drive to the "ghost" let's just say I almost couldn't get out of my drive way, and the roads was bad (like you can barley see them cuz of the blowing snow across it, so you can't see the lines.) I barley made it home, I was basically in the middle of the road the entire time (my motto, if they see me, they better get out of the way, or go in the ditch cuz I'm not moving! LOL!)
But I made it back home!
I'm selfish, rude. I will do anything to do what I want to do. Just so I'm not bored. I get bored really easily. But when it comes to people I actually care about I really try to make an effort. Sometimes it's hard. But I always try to make it work.
It feels like I gotta redo everything now, since the new year is gonna start. I'm not afraid of that.
I just heard that my best friend is gonna be spending new years in quebec. I hope to see her soon before that, once I'm not scared of driving into the city (she always drove for me anyways) so can you see how scared I am.
I miss you Tish, I wish I can see you. I miss our 3 fun buddies (tish, weis and me). LOL!
OH God!!!!!
It feels like this wind it will blow down my house!!!!!!!!
Oh and last minute update! I'm watching House!!!!!!!
Love that show!!!!!!
Sunday, May 4, 2014
Projects I Really Want to Do!
Well today is official!
I started the cabbage soup diet. ugh!
By the end of the 7 days Ill be begging for a pizza lol!
The reason why I'm doing this is because I keep hearing about "the cabbage soup diet" and how it can help you lose 10lbs in 1 week. I'm willing to try this out to see if it really works. Besides I'm the kind of person that needs to see it to believe it type.
Today was like any other Sunday. Major cleanup day. (sort of?)
Clean the bed sheets, clean up the room, do the laundry, get ready for the school week coming up, just sort sort of my weekly ritual. But for some reason today I felt like I really needed a beer?
I hate that feeling. But at least I'm getting thru it. Sort of proud of myself for not begging for a beer. Now I just gotta keep to it all the way to friday than it's break time.
Just remember Sky just keep busy, just keep swimming, swimming, swimmin! And keep positive! Always think positive thoughts!
Lately I'm obsessed with organized things, like pictures of organized closets, offices, day planners, etc.
IDK?
It's just I wish I had that type of talent, but I'm slowly trying to gain that skill. It's hard and I gotta use my DIY and creative skills, But it will be worth it!
I will soon be this organized!
This shall all be mines soon!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
xoxo
I started the cabbage soup diet. ugh!
By the end of the 7 days Ill be begging for a pizza lol!
The reason why I'm doing this is because I keep hearing about "the cabbage soup diet" and how it can help you lose 10lbs in 1 week. I'm willing to try this out to see if it really works. Besides I'm the kind of person that needs to see it to believe it type.
Today was like any other Sunday. Major cleanup day. (sort of?)
Clean the bed sheets, clean up the room, do the laundry, get ready for the school week coming up, just sort sort of my weekly ritual. But for some reason today I felt like I really needed a beer?
I hate that feeling. But at least I'm getting thru it. Sort of proud of myself for not begging for a beer. Now I just gotta keep to it all the way to friday than it's break time.
Just remember Sky just keep busy, just keep swimming, swimming, swimmin! And keep positive! Always think positive thoughts!
Lately I'm obsessed with organized things, like pictures of organized closets, offices, day planners, etc.
IDK?
It's just I wish I had that type of talent, but I'm slowly trying to gain that skill. It's hard and I gotta use my DIY and creative skills, But it will be worth it!
This shall all be mines soon!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
xoxo
Monday, April 28, 2014
Next step: My Closet! (duh duh duh!)
Lately I want to wear my extensions again, wear makeup again.
Before I felt like I didn't need to wear any of it because I had no motivation, I just sort of let go of the idea. But now, I'm not sure what changed? Maybe it's because I want to be this new person, a better person, a new routine. Like they say if you want to be a new you, then you have to be a new you.
Lately Kane and I's life feel like this.
So starting tomorrow or the next day I'm going to clean out my closet and make it organized!
Color-coded and everything!
Today has to be a short post, sorry guys! I promise more details tomorrow!
xoxo
Before I felt like I didn't need to wear any of it because I had no motivation, I just sort of let go of the idea. But now, I'm not sure what changed? Maybe it's because I want to be this new person, a better person, a new routine. Like they say if you want to be a new you, then you have to be a new you.
Lately Kane and I's life feel like this.
Color-coded and everything!
Today has to be a short post, sorry guys! I promise more details tomorrow!
xoxo
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Wow, I didn't know I can get annoyed, I think?
Well just finished sorting out my files, let's just say my office is half way completed.
But still a lot of work to-do (as part of my new routine.)
Today I figured out one of my pet peeves.
While we were at school (and the school is closed for spring break) I noticed I was the only one that was working on my assignments, while Kane was just on the computer just wasting time and not doing any work for 5 hours! (and believe me we are way behind on our work since our tests are in June)
BUT IT DROVE ME CRAZY!!!!!
And of course I didn't say anything……. Like always…..
I can see it now, when the teacher tells him the deadline is coming up, he will panic and worry, he will start to blame me for how I let happen to let him get way behind, he will give up, and have to restart his classes all over again.
Well I shouldn't worry about that yet. It's still to early.
Now time to make some dinner, do some homework, go through my day planner, organize my purse, my school bag, my bedroom and the list goes on. All by watching a House marathon all at the same time.
What can I say!
I LOVE that show!!!
xoxo
But still a lot of work to-do (as part of my new routine.)
Today I figured out one of my pet peeves.
While we were at school (and the school is closed for spring break) I noticed I was the only one that was working on my assignments, while Kane was just on the computer just wasting time and not doing any work for 5 hours! (and believe me we are way behind on our work since our tests are in June)
BUT IT DROVE ME CRAZY!!!!!
And of course I didn't say anything……. Like always…..
I can see it now, when the teacher tells him the deadline is coming up, he will panic and worry, he will start to blame me for how I let happen to let him get way behind, he will give up, and have to restart his classes all over again.
Well I shouldn't worry about that yet. It's still to early.
Now time to make some dinner, do some homework, go through my day planner, organize my purse, my school bag, my bedroom and the list goes on. All by watching a House marathon all at the same time.
What can I say!
I LOVE that show!!!
xoxo
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Obsessed!!!!!!
Well lately I've been obsessed with a certain blog.
IDK secretly I'm a organized freak, but i never really show it! ………Maybe because it's cause of my OCD?
Well whatever! It has given me great ideas on how to organize things, in my home and in my life.
IDK but the blog is very addictive.
its called a bowl full of lemons
check it out
a bowl full of lemons
IDK but I can't get enough of it's useful tips and ideas!!!!!
See!!!!! this is absolutely amazing!!!!!
I'm going to do some of these projects on my own, I'll keep you posted on how I am doing. Because I have a feeling that this is going to be sometime.
xoxo
IDK secretly I'm a organized freak, but i never really show it! ………Maybe because it's cause of my OCD?
Well whatever! It has given me great ideas on how to organize things, in my home and in my life.
IDK but the blog is very addictive.
its called a bowl full of lemons
check it out
a bowl full of lemons
IDK but I can't get enough of it's useful tips and ideas!!!!!
See!!!!! this is absolutely amazing!!!!!
I'm going to do some of these projects on my own, I'll keep you posted on how I am doing. Because I have a feeling that this is going to be sometime.
xoxo
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Try To Figure It Out
Well have you evert felt like you really want to do something and you have your mind is set on something (activity, routine, life, etc) but something is stopping you?
Lately I've been feeling that.
I don't know if it's lack of motivation or something I forgot todo but it's getting to me.
Plus it's been making me moody and grouchy.
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!
I've been testing out some theories on how to get rid of this feeling.
Here's my list:
1. Drink beer. Drink Up!!!!!
Maybe getting tipsy, buzzed, drunk, or shit faced will spark up a idea of what
I was missing. (Or to have 1 of a good time, it really all depends on how you look at the situation)
2. SLEEP!!!!!
Cuz who doesn't love sleep! it restarts you every morning (or night. It don't matter I don't judge) and gives you a feeling of a new day new start kind of thing you kno?
And to be honest that hasn't been working for me.
So maybe to get out of this funk is another theory I've had:
1. WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS!!!!!!
So i can make it into school, instead of waking up at 3pm. (basically wasting my whole day away)
2. TALKING!!!!!!!!
Because lately my boyfriend and I have not been talking about our feelings, thoughts, and saying what we really want to say.
To be honest we've been silent and mad at each other for no reason!! And it's been driving me crazy!!!
We need to set some rules for each other and our relationship so we don't get into the same situation again or IDK? Something like that tho.
3. DON'T GET LAZY!
I don't know how to spell the word but basically when you want to do something but you get lazy and you don't. (You know the feeling) FORCE YOURSELF TO GET UP AND DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!
4. GET BUSY!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to make myself busy, as should you too.
I'm trying to each time on my day to do something, basically to keep me busy. (Hopefully this will shake off the feeling)
Well yeah those are my so called steps I'll try on myself.
I'll let you know if they really worked.
I'll keep you posted!!!!
xoxo
Lately I've been feeling that.
I don't know if it's lack of motivation or something I forgot todo but it's getting to me.
Plus it's been making me moody and grouchy.
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!
I've been testing out some theories on how to get rid of this feeling.
Here's my list:
1. Drink beer. Drink Up!!!!!
Maybe getting tipsy, buzzed, drunk, or shit faced will spark up a idea of what
I was missing. (Or to have 1 of a good time, it really all depends on how you look at the situation)
2. SLEEP!!!!!
Cuz who doesn't love sleep! it restarts you every morning (or night. It don't matter I don't judge) and gives you a feeling of a new day new start kind of thing you kno?
And to be honest that hasn't been working for me.
So maybe to get out of this funk is another theory I've had:
1. WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS!!!!!!
So i can make it into school, instead of waking up at 3pm. (basically wasting my whole day away)
2. TALKING!!!!!!!!
Because lately my boyfriend and I have not been talking about our feelings, thoughts, and saying what we really want to say.
To be honest we've been silent and mad at each other for no reason!! And it's been driving me crazy!!!
We need to set some rules for each other and our relationship so we don't get into the same situation again or IDK? Something like that tho.
3. DON'T GET LAZY!
I don't know how to spell the word but basically when you want to do something but you get lazy and you don't. (You know the feeling) FORCE YOURSELF TO GET UP AND DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!
4. GET BUSY!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to make myself busy, as should you too.
I'm trying to each time on my day to do something, basically to keep me busy. (Hopefully this will shake off the feeling)
Well yeah those are my so called steps I'll try on myself.
I'll let you know if they really worked.
I'll keep you posted!!!!
xoxo
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Monday, June 10, 2013
Pink Home Coming Soon!!!!!!!
Ok for some of us it is impossible to redo our home with the kind of budget were on! (Were all normal people so sometimes we don't have alot of money to blow it on redoing our house!)
So my mission is to redo my whole house that will stick to my budget!!!!!!!!!!
I have ideas in my head to make it a girly house! But then again I do have a boyfriend and I don't want him to get embarrassed every time he brings his friends over for game night so I guess I have to dial it down.
But hopefully it will look some what like this I hope!
You get the idea!
This would be my dream house!!!!!!
I'll be posting pictures soon of the before and afters!
And I'll tell you how I did it and how much it costed!!!!!
I'll keep you guys posted!!!!!
xoxo
Sky Scream
So my mission is to redo my whole house that will stick to my budget!!!!!!!!!!
I have ideas in my head to make it a girly house! But then again I do have a boyfriend and I don't want him to get embarrassed every time he brings his friends over for game night so I guess I have to dial it down.
But hopefully it will look some what like this I hope!
You get the idea!
This would be my dream house!!!!!!
I'll be posting pictures soon of the before and afters!
And I'll tell you how I did it and how much it costed!!!!!
I'll keep you guys posted!!!!!
xoxo
Sky Scream
Thursday, May 9, 2013
New The Sims Game
For all you Sim Lovers!
News has just broke out that there will be a Sims 4 game coming out soon!
The Sims 4 will be released in 2014 and is said to be more better than the last versions.
But I have to say it's a waste for most of us who by the new versions every year!
First it was The Sims, then came The Sims 2, Then The Sims 3 now, The Sims 4?!?! What next!?
Sure the game is fun but quit changing it! It's starting to get annoying when you have to have to sign up for the new websites everytime!
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While that's my rant for the day! If you think i'm wrong or right then hit me up!
xoxo
Sky Scream
News has just broke out that there will be a Sims 4 game coming out soon!
The Sims 4 will be released in 2014 and is said to be more better than the last versions.
But I have to say it's a waste for most of us who by the new versions every year!
First it was The Sims, then came The Sims 2, Then The Sims 3 now, The Sims 4?!?! What next!?
Sure the game is fun but quit changing it! It's starting to get annoying when you have to have to sign up for the new websites everytime!
While that's my rant for the day! If you think i'm wrong or right then hit me up!
xoxo
Sky Scream
Monday, April 15, 2013
Things to do with your boyfriend!
OK so you just moved in with your boyfriend for the first time. Now your thinking what now?
2. Have a game or movie night! He can invite his friends or just you two. Make sure to get pizza or Chinese food (or what ever you guys like) munchies! pop or beer!
3. Make wish lists. Like what you 2 want to get in the future, or what you guys want to do together. A short term or a long term wish list. And you guys can even make up stuff on the way! It doesn't have to be real if you guys want it too!
4. Ask what he likes to eat so you can get a head start on grocery shopping.
5. Workout together.
6. Have a movie marathon.
7. Have a game marathon if he is into that! (example: if he likes Halo, then get all the halo games you can find and play it in order. It's also interesting to see the story line!)
8. Cook together! But have fun while doing it!
9. Take funny pictures together!
10. Sex! lol Something you both will enjoy!
Ill be adding another list soon! Watch out for it!
xoxo
Sky Scream <3
Here's a list on what you can do with your boyfriend so that he doesn't get bored.
You might worry that how you live will bore him, its every girl's worry.
1. Invest in a game unit! (Xbox, ps3, Wii Cause guys love playing games. Get his favorite games or something you both can enjoy!
2. Have a game or movie night! He can invite his friends or just you two. Make sure to get pizza or Chinese food (or what ever you guys like) munchies! pop or beer!
(p.s. If you invite his friend you will score extra points with him! And double extra points with his friends because they will be thinking you are the best girlfriend to set this up for him, and they will most likely tell there own girlfriends "why don't you do that for me?" It WORKS! trust me I've done it!)
3. Make wish lists. Like what you 2 want to get in the future, or what you guys want to do together. A short term or a long term wish list. And you guys can even make up stuff on the way! It doesn't have to be real if you guys want it too!
4. Ask what he likes to eat so you can get a head start on grocery shopping.
5. Workout together.
6. Have a movie marathon.
7. Have a game marathon if he is into that! (example: if he likes Halo, then get all the halo games you can find and play it in order. It's also interesting to see the story line!)
8. Cook together! But have fun while doing it!
9. Take funny pictures together!
10. Sex! lol Something you both will enjoy!
Ill be adding another list soon! Watch out for it!
xoxo
Sky Scream <3
Monday, March 11, 2013
How to color your hair into pastel colors!
Hey there! I'm Sky Scream!
This is my official blog!
Well most people ask me how do i get my hair in pastel colors since my hair is black. Well I'll show step by step on how I do it at home!
Most people ask me how I get my hair in such light colors without paying so much at a salon.
Well first things first!
Get two bleach boxes! I usually get one extra bleach and one normal bleach. Or you can get two of the same ones, it will work the same way.
And now you put the first bleach on all over your head. Don't worry if you missed a couple spots or its not even when its lightening, that's what the second box is for! Leave on your head for a good hour! Then wash it out, but DO NOT put on the color conditioner yet!
Don't freak out if its a orange-y color.
Second put the second bleach on your head, you don't have to dry your hair before you put on the second bleach, it's better if its wet.
Put the second bleach on your head (This should cover up whats been left over) then wait 45-60 mins.
After you wash out all the bleach off you still don't put on the color conditioner.
Choose your color on what you want!
I usually choose Manic Panic's cotton candy pink!
Leave on your hair for 30 mins!
While your washing your hair out NOW you can put on the color conditioner provided in the bleach boxes!
But don't shampoo your hair or it can fade easily!
I suggest you wash your hair every other day if you can. and do touch ups every two weeks.
When your roots come in, just repeat the process up top to get rid of them.
Yes I know it can damage your hair but if you invest in a good color shampoo and conditioner you will just be just fine!
I've been doing this since i was 16, and my hair is straight black and it's completely fine!
If you have any other questions just let me know! :)
Happy bleaching! :)
Sky Scream <3
This is my official blog!
Well most people ask me how do i get my hair in pastel colors since my hair is black. Well I'll show step by step on how I do it at home!
Most people ask me how I get my hair in such light colors without paying so much at a salon.
Well first things first!
Get two bleach boxes! I usually get one extra bleach and one normal bleach. Or you can get two of the same ones, it will work the same way.
And now you put the first bleach on all over your head. Don't worry if you missed a couple spots or its not even when its lightening, that's what the second box is for! Leave on your head for a good hour! Then wash it out, but DO NOT put on the color conditioner yet!
Don't freak out if its a orange-y color.
Second put the second bleach on your head, you don't have to dry your hair before you put on the second bleach, it's better if its wet.
Put the second bleach on your head (This should cover up whats been left over) then wait 45-60 mins.
After you wash out all the bleach off you still don't put on the color conditioner.
Choose your color on what you want!
I usually choose Manic Panic's cotton candy pink!
While your washing your hair out NOW you can put on the color conditioner provided in the bleach boxes!
But don't shampoo your hair or it can fade easily!
I suggest you wash your hair every other day if you can. and do touch ups every two weeks.
When your roots come in, just repeat the process up top to get rid of them.
Yes I know it can damage your hair but if you invest in a good color shampoo and conditioner you will just be just fine!
I've been doing this since i was 16, and my hair is straight black and it's completely fine!
If you have any other questions just let me know! :)
Happy bleaching! :)
Sky Scream <3
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